Hush! It’s Secret..

Dear Diary,

I hope you are well my dear friend. If you may ask the same, I am feeling utmost pleasure at present too. Thinking about whom I should say about what I have felt, there is no one more perfect than you. It’s about my secret admirer. Yes, there is something about him I can’t quite put my hand on but I am pretty sure he had fallen hard for me. On different occasions, he had proven his feelings for me obscuring his actions from others but it has caught my eyes recently. Putting together the pieces of the puzzle, there is no other answer more suitable than what I would say ‘Love’. Heard of the fact that people go miles for Love and turns out it is in fact the truth.

Oh! I forgot to tell you, my school pals decided on a soiree, yes, I am enthralled about meeting them. Enthused about sharing with them the stories about the past years we were separated. But one thing that matters to me is him again. I am sure if this rendezvous we are planning comes into his knowledge, through thick and thin he would try to bring his presence there, for he can have a sight of me. When we were all together in the past, I remember the smile, stare and glances he showered secretly at me, hidden from others.
Only if he knew.

He just couldn’t keep his eyes off me I would say though normally these kinds of doings cause vexation but the truth is I have grown to like the way he looks at me, the warmth of his affection could be felt just from his stare.And I am perplexed by the muse about the wonders his mere touch or his lips could do.

The thought of him excites me yet petrifies me because I still can’t accept the one fact Diary, the one fact that I have fallen for him too.

A Grave Mistake

Many years gone by
Everything changed
Memories got erased
past became fragile
like my heart.

Following my passion
bought me temporary
blithe but I never
took the time to realize
the truth.

The truth, I met so late
The truth about the things
I had left behind
The truth about their
love,care, affection
which I forgot,
at present
they disenchant me .

And,I lost my way
I lost all the good within
In the future,I will
never have a tranquil
mind because of what
I have done.

Now coming back
after twenty years
I am trying to find my way
but I realize where I
had gone wrong but
past cannot be changed.

The shoddy home
with their fragrance
made me weep and
my tears wet the
yellowed pages of
their diary.

It’s biblichor filled the
room and words long
written pierced me
hard.It said
We love you,
sweetheart.

But I was too late.